It’s been a few months since I had determinedly decided that I was going to try to graduate a year early…but now more I was thinking about it the more stubborn I was being.
I was telling Mom about my summer school stuff, and she said I didn’t have to try and graduate a year early. “It matters to me!!” I had snapped back.
But later on I stepped back and considered. Why did it matter to me so much?? Why was I rushing it?? Why was I pushing it?? I sighed. I guess I was trying to prove to myself that I was smart. That was stupid. God gives everyone talented. And I could finish school in 2 years. On schedule. Not rush myself.
So I decided not to…
To make a long story short, I’m graduating on schedule in 2014 (rather then 2013), instead. I’m a bit disappointed I admit.
But I think this is right.
When God closes the door…he opens a window right?
Well, now, I need to find the window. 😀